Sheesh.. time to go home and sleep..

Good night and God Bless..

i was full of myself
it grew into thorns of defences
it was there to build me up
but it took the best of me
it took over me
and now and then
it sprouts out more than it should
its hurting those around me
its hurting me
as people i care most gets cut
oh shed me of this thorns
pull them off me
take them away from me
im scarce , im coarse
oh rid it from me..
im locked within my self
in a once my santuary
now my prison
i didnt mean to hurt anyone
but these thorns brings despair to those who touch
as feelings are affected
to free me they got hurt
so am i..
for so long its been there
been trying to shed it off
but not without tears
not without fears
oh dont give up on me
dont let me go
save me from myself
oh take it away
show me the way..take it away..
save me.


God bless.

Had my volleyball tournament on saturday morning, lasted till afternoon. It was fun, tiring but enjoyed every single moment of it. Thanks also to Shirley and Pam that came to watch for a while, having you there made a big difference in my game :) love you lots!. And all the friends that were there to enjoy the game i salute you :D the game wouldnt be the same without you guys!

I Played my heart out :D ... but at first everything was tense for me till i just cant take the seriousness of it all and jsut went crazy.. haha.. well in a good way. It was so tense, in the first 2 match.. so some excite would be good. after losing the first match my right Shoulder was already aching like crazy from an old injury, so i subbed out for a while in the second match.. and while waiting i took 2 empty bottles and start supporting my group, it was too quiet and too tense so more noise would rally them up (well it sure rallied me up :P ) then i went to few of my other friends to join me in the noise making cheer :P

hahaha so there were noise alright.. second game was really close cos it was tie breaking game again. Sadly we lost the second game. But there was still that third game. This time I was Back in. And this time i had few others who know what they're supposed to do already... CHEER ME :P BLUEK hahahaaha well cheer the team la.. make noise.. but i purposely told them to shout my name jsut for the fun of it hahahahaha it was fun. I went crazy... But HECK! I WAS FLYING! I spiked my heart out, my reflexes was faster than ever.. i was running here and there and i was having so much fun! And guess what.... We WON! LOL. Well the not just because of me la.. of course.. its a team effort. They were affected by the cheering too. When u have friends that supports you .. its not only you playing... its you and them together.

Then right after 3 matches against Petronas, we had our match against Team Leonex. Whom are also our practice partners. They have grown soooo much in 3 months. They lost to us but not without a fight. Vinodth, tallest guy in the game blocked most of my spikes! they were good.. they played well. For a group that just started playing for almost 3 months.. i'd say Coach Scott did a very Good JOB! KUDOS! :D


Well if there are photos later.. i'll post it up.

God Bless :)

3 weeks to complete Project. 2 months load of work crammed into 3 weeks.


And ontop of that ANOTHER 3months load of work was loaded onto my shoulder just now right after the meeting! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


while i was away things has changed in our schedule and i only know about it just now hahahahah :D


Life at work is sooooo much fun!!! :D





but am i losing it? nah... not really la.. probably looking like this abit la... after hours after hours of looking at pc..

sigh...



anyway...

God Bless :)

Night life..? My night life? its in the office! hahahahaha!Im gonna go home now..
whole of November gonna be like this i guess.. but its all good. :D
longer Christmas hols for me :)

Good night ya'all

God Bless.

Me and Lejo were hungry, so we open up our stash of food in our self made "Bar".
So i took out OREO :D yum yum.. but i as i checked the side of the OREO packet i saw holes.. made by stretching and aging of the packet. Checked the date on the packet.. it's only expiring next year... but still.. ada lubang sudah... JENG! JENG! JENG! JENG!!
So i openned the packet, and see if there's anything LIVING in the packet.

......... no signs of living organism.. hmmm............

Lejo took one and put in his mouth straight.. then his face change.. after he chewed a couple of times.. hahaha STALE sudah.. so we throw away all of them..
well i ate it as well.. to confirm! hahahaha boys...

oh well... :P

Still at the office swimming in my data tranfers. Two more weeks to go.. so many things to do.. so little time. How many hours in a day can we do to actually finish this project. This is usually the question that flies through the minds of our team members, not excluding me.. well by hook or by crook we have to finish it.. this project means alot to me.. pray that we'll persevere and actually make it through victoriously (*Majestic war music playing in the background*)

But even in the midst of the heavy weight of work.. more often than not.. this touch of my feeling slowly sneakup behind me and remind me of more reason in life than just living.. A blessing God given me in many ways.. so here's a song that sums a tiny bit of how i felt when i was reminded, cos i usually dont have words to describe them, well blame me for my lack of vocab ... here's a bit of what i felt..

Put your head on my shoulders
Hold me in your arms,
babySqueeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too.
Put your lips next to mine, dear
Won't you kiss me once, baby
Just a kiss good-night
Maybe you and I will fall in love.
People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win.
If there's a way
I'll find it some day
And then this fool will rush in.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Words I want to hear tell me
Tell me that you love me too.
Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Put your head on my shoulder.



This week is a total contradiction of the saying.. "out of sight out of mind" for me..
this would be a better one.. "absence makes the heart grow fonder"

To all.. even in the midst of our busyness.. remember why we work so hard and remember there's always a shoulder to go back to or give to... there our strength can be replenished and our vigor would be restored.
God Bless.