Its been months since i update my blog, which again brings a question that my dad used to ask me when i was young " You serious bout this or is it just one of your "Hangat hangat tahi ayam?" which translates to "hot hot chicken shit" hehehe.. well basically means that only when you started it you're on fire and excited about it.. but once the excitement dies out.. you're gonna stop. Just like chicken shit.. haha

I dunno, probably i do have the tendency to do that.. but will try not to on this one.. at least i can keep things here, or thoughts or just let ppl know im still alive. I do have bad memories, even up to the extend i can forget a person's name after like 5 mins when they told me their names.sigh.. why la.. am i gonna be senile when i grow older, or when im 50? man.. the thought has been going thru my head for some times and its kinda scary. not to be able to remember ppl, remember your loved ones.. where you were , what you're supposed to do.. which makes get scared growing old sometimes.

wow.. from chicken shit to growing old.. man.. talk about being random, which i am notoriously known for too. haha.. oh well, diversify your life right?? OH YEA.. for those celebrating Gawai, Happy Gawai for all of ya, dont get drunk too much! :P And drive safely. ok the, gotta get back to work :P have a nice day!

This is the first post ever, in my attempt to blog. I see that i have so many questions.. and sometimes i keep asking the same question again and again, mostly trivial questions but when i come to think of it.. its this trivial things that made those big significant even in our lives become much more interesting. So in my my journey in life.. this i will record, if one day i might lose my memory out of whatever reasons, do show me back to my blog :)

My life has been impacted by so many events and so many ppl that i cant even put them all on paper.. yes partly cos i have forgotten and partly there's so many. I am forever so grateful to those that i come across in my life, even if it was not so great of an experience and even some that i would like to forget.. it has shaped me and my thoughts. I believe God has place all these events in our lives and all these ppl in our lives for us to realise and to achieve our purpose. Which in the end gives feeling of content and im pretty sure it would be such a great joy. i dont see it that there is only one thing and one goal our destiny is and our calling, that once we achieved it we just disappear.. but there are so many of it that we can just go on living our lives and be joyful that we have accomplished these many things.

And this.. is my journey.. my life.. Towards my destiny.
God Bless.